#Throwback 2019 Journey: Sabah With Love

Sabah With Love❤️

(13~16Julai 2019)

Vacation to Sabah...its like a short decision that we last minutes decided to bought the flight tix. Yela uolls..pg sabah bersama 2 kiddos kan...lagi si Qays blm mumayyiz..hahha tabah la ko.

kami pg bersama family abg im..since kinah nak balik ke semananjung maka kami kesana dulu and balik skali end of the day tu.

tapi kami flight dr JB..manakala abg im flight dr KL...abg im sampai dulu and kami lewat around 40 minutes camtu...

first two day tu kami stay kat KK. few tempat la kami explore...first tu rainforest dalam bandar...eh sebenanye cam mangroove dalam bandar...kalo johor ni kira cam tanjung piai la camtu😅

pnat gak yakmat...adeh..hahaha

pastu ktorang sempat pg pasar GAYA...pasar tu ade on sunday je...kebetulan bertemu sunday disana so syukur...bestnye pasar ni sbb die panjang gile yakmat dan bukak seawal 6 pg kot weii..ktorg dtg kul 8 dah full house...ok fitam😝

then kitorang pun menyusuri dan nyopping la kat situ...mmg heaven...

pastu pegi plak kat masjid tepi laut..mmmg lawo babe...subhanallah.

jom layan gambo meh

ha..ni cik myvi yang kami sewa

The next 2 days tu kami pegi ke kundasang...tempat yang ditunggu2...memula singgahla kat rumah terbalik tu dulu...kemudian singgah jambatan tamparuli...

then kami stay kat homestay yang best...alamak lupe la nama die...nant iolls edit ye...hahaha

layan gambo dulu...ape ke malas benau la nak menaip wei...encik emak ajak borak...jap g qays  datang...kaco pulak...haha mcm2

okay guys...nant kite story lagi okay...adoiii sistur,jangan malas menaippp

love n hugs

ayzaqaysukasyah

Wake Up Blog!!

Wake Up Blog!!!

This post is the first post since i never ever write on this  blog for almost 1-2 years back..

my bad...I'm supposed have my own space to jot down something to release my stress...

Oh may be i'm go lucky person before and didn't think about any pressure...

but after the nightmare...it totally change me a lot...

Forget it..hmm..okay gais...i will always spend my time to write here...harini bersamaan 2 Ramadhan 1441H dan 25 April 2020. (Time bulan pose je ingat bulan hijrah kan)hahaha
so now at 6:50pm...harini iolls masak nasi arab tau...syiok plak dok umah during MCO ni gaisss masak n masak..

ok nant sambung nak hidang juadah berbuka

ha...ni updated kat fb...menunye is simple nasi aran and cara berlauk...
nampak sekerajinan itu kan...harus2...MCO lama cuti kot...best gilos masak memasak...

the best momento is anak suami smua ade depan mata...heaven yakmat hokay...
but since 27/04/2020 husbnd start koje dah...im miss him so much...

love n hugs

ayzaqaysukasyah❤️

My second cutie little pie was deliver😍

My second cutie little pie was deliver😍

Hi all...my second little cutie pie was deliver on 12 Mei 2018....Alhamdulillah after 7 years...syukur ya Allah....so lets me story mory pasal new born comel ni. Anyway this time pny preggy almost i cam remember all the moment. Dimana mabuk. Muntah. Xleh masak. Xbleh bau. Xsuke ayam. Suke asam pedas. Hb low la. Baby small la. Ketuban leaking during 4 month. Berlinang2 air mata bile doc bagitau mgkn miscarriage that moment...xleh nak gambarkan perasaan sedih yakmat tu...
Alhamdulillah baby membesar dengan sihat dalam womb mama...mama plak baru je masuk JPK selatan and really banyak travel untuk keje2 luar...

Ni la opis Iolls...

so mmg i am so called mama yang hebat la...boley pg keje outstation ng bahagia...bley g keje walaupun sakit2....masuk hosp kuar hospital...hai la anak...
4cm dah seminggu....kuar tanda darah+lendir pun seminggu...tapi takde rase contraction...dah warded discharge and warder again n discharge again...finally masa malaysia election day...mama and ayah x dapat vote pun...sbb sibuk kat wad nak discharge since 4cm dah few days takde contraction...huhu

Alhamdulillah...hari jumaat 11.05.2018 tu...ade rase sikit contraction....dah siap2 call mr. husband untuk balik cepat...bgtau cam ade rase sakit...so pukul 7.30pm husband sampai,....trus ajak g hosp pontian...Sampai hosp pontian check jalan...still 4cm...cume bagitau dah rase2...so akak2  nurse cakap ko g HSA tau...jangan singgah memane...yola2...then anta emir dulu ng nenek kerumah paklong...barula gerak...gerak ke jb around 10pm...sampai around 11pm ajak husband beli KFC...hii...tapi mata mengantok yakmat...
makan sikit trus tido dalam kete...husband kate tdo la dulu...

Tetibe around 1.10am...12.05.2018 terjaga dari lena...rase sakit pulak...adeh...
bgtau husband.."saya nak naik ke bilik saringan tau...cam sakit la...nant awak follow ok"
so husband pun angguk je la...
Sampai bilik saringan ramai gile org...tggu2...so diorg panggil...so masuk check...

"ni 6cm ni....dah 6cm baru nak datang ke Puan"...Doc dah bising...haha...den sengih je la...
"saya pecahkan ketuban ye Puan"...aku pon ok je...
jap je ketuban pecah...trus sakit beriye...hamek ko...selama ni xde contraction kan...
hahahaha
2.05am 12.05.2018 trus masuk labour room no 11 (umak aihhh boleh ingat ko!!!) hahaha...
masuk je dah 8 cm doc suruh push...
"ala doc...hilang rase"...haihhh main2 la baby...tetibe doc cakap nak tgk bilik sebelah sbb nak vacum org bilik sebelah...
Trus aku yang rase sakit...2 kali teran trus kuar si hensem sorg tu...
2.43am....lahirlah Qays Kafy si pipi merah...hihi

dah 8 bulan baru ko nak update kan...layan je la gambo Qays

1 day....

1 month 

2 month

3 month

4 month

5 month

6 month

7 month

8 month

 Qays adalah kesayangan abg....always be abang emir's favourite

Its a new Journey...new life...new chapter

Its a new Journey...new life...new chapter

2018

Hi guys...lama hakak menyepi....hahaha...banyak sgt bnda nk settle...facing a lot lot lot of difficulties...facing new experience...hahahaha...and paling best...banyak achievement yang dah berjaya dipenuhi....Ade few achievement yang iolls dah capai...

First of course I am preggy!!!!Alhamdulillah ...4 month to go...hihihi...(4 month to go baru nak update ke aidayu???hahaha) and last week dah scan...and the result is boyyyyy...but its okay...janji sihat...sempurna...mama dah feel so happy. Mama waiting for u dah 7 years tau si comel...(walaupun mama punye feel berat menyatakan its gurl...sebab sgt different ng abg emir....but then doctor cakap confirm boy...mama still happy to have 2 boys as my bodyguard left and right...and ayah will be at the back...hahaha)..

Second....oh my god....its like a dream...which is i knew I can do it...hihi...i've finished my master degree in engineering!!!!Alhamdulillah..Thank you Allah for this opportunity...peluang belajar dengan scholar and finished on time...InsyaAllah I will register for PHD slepas deliver my somey in womb ni and my KPI is before 40 mama akan berusaha dapatkan tittle Dr. Aidayu Delaila Dahlan...as my late father wish....go go go

Thirdly....Alhamdulillah pas habis je final exam on 13/1/2018, mengikut klausa JPA kene lapor diri pas sehari habis exam...unfortunately exam habis sabtu...so lapor diri is isnin 15/1/2018. So ahad pas emir balik school sk bandar (ohhh blm cite pasal emir g school...ok nant kite buat entry throwback okay) kami trus bergegas gerak ke KL...Im really hope xstay untuk tunggu penempatan...doa banyak sangat ...risau...Esoknye awal pagi gerak ke JPA...alhamdulillah...walaupun agak crancky nak dapat penempatan...jap bangunan C1 jap C2....ade juga aku bersalin kat jalan bangunan C1 and C2 ni...kejap tingkat 7, jap 10, jap 3...eh pening mak...hahaha nasib 2 heroes teman....and paling berbaloi adalah....Allah perkenankan doa...dapat penempatan as I wish...which is JPK selatan....Alhamdulillah...

Then before we going back home...another supprise is...new cars (IRIZ) juga dapat di release dr proton edar shah alam...and we bring it home on that day....Alhamdulillah...Masya Allah...nikmat apakah yang boleh didustakan...Allah gives me a lots...Thank You Allah....

Hugs....

Love

-mama-

Awal Muharram 1439H...New chapter!!!

Awal Muharram 1439H...New chapter!!!

Its a new chapter...Its a secret love...Its our hopes....

Semoga awal muharram ni memberi 1001 rahmat dan limpahan kasih sayangnye.....

will see u tonite ...be continue

Most important Boyzz and men in my life

Anyway....im talking about my so called boyzzz and men in my life....

Absolutely my both other halves...

Mohd Zaki and emir is the most important mens in my life...Allah send the most precious gift for me actually...They play the most important role for me myself....I am nothing without both of u...u are my strength...my breath and everything...I do love both of u much....

Sem 1 ended 6 month ago ♥

Salam syg2 smua..,,
My 1st horror semester was endd last 6 month...then after 6 month Im just come backkk to this blog....
So sorry...Im too busy as mom.,.wifey...daughter. daughter in law,,, and student as well la kan...
My achievement for last semester make me proud of myself..I need to improve more actually
Anywayyy....lets talk about messed semester in next pages., hihi

Love & hug
Me & only me

NEW YEAR 2017!!!

NEW YEAR 2017!!!

Hye guys...happy new year 2017....gile lama kot blog ni x function...mau x lama wei...dah makan setahun kot...hihihi...

anyway...banyak nak cite ....throwback....tapi since intro for new year kite cite plan dulu....

what plan??? haha...banyak tau...plan and plan and plan....few plan this year sbnnye...mostly penting2 belaka....antaranya...i nak baby......gurl tau...hahaha

okay2....first thing yang nak cite mmg about plan...plan for these year....

The plans are:

1. Got A's in each Masters subject....its hard actually...really hard for me...nantla i cite kat flashback okay...hihi

2. Financial improvement and good planning...which want to finished all debts...before 40's...how???think think think

3. I would like to have a baby...2nd baby....

4. more health...more positive...more proactive...more radiance and smart...

5. Be a good daughter, wifey and mama as well....

6. Jadi lebih sabar...better and good muslimah...hihi

hihi..orait then...ill be back for flashback okey!!!

Hugssss

~BLOG bermuka baru...NewFace ~

~BLOG bermuka baru...NewFace ~

Hai!!! Masya Allah...lame btol blog ni bersawang...hihi...nampak x wajah baru encik blog???yeayyyy...kite dah tukar2 sket gambo...gambo dah 4, 5, 6 years back...bile tgk cam...erk...hahaha

Okey2...Few Gud news previously dah cite dah...and maybe bad news x cite kot lagi...sebelum kite meneruskan dengan cite raya sedondon...kite flashback dulu cite2 yang berlaku sebelum ni....

Its a bad story....

12/4/2016-Merupakan bday my 3rd brother...ami...

That morning hujan renyai masa nak g keje...then after salam husbnd...trus je la g koje dengan emir....then Husband call lbh kurang 7.20am...die tanya why i left emirs book on the table...cam lupe gak buku ape ...tapi ingat lagi cikgu die kate buku tu untuk exercise je kat umah...so tinggal pon xpe...then ok la kan...

7.40am...again phone ringing and i answer as usual...

but...not him...but org lain yang call..."excident ni...nant pg hospital" 

i was like................................................................................................................................................

terus u-turn and direct to hospital...

I call my elder brother yang kebetulan baru nak sampi hosp (die keje spital) ...then call my BIL and tell him about the matter...

Then rase cam bawak kete without feel...i just pray 'he' will be fine...

I call again my brother..."ajan...cane zaki??" "jap...tgh cari...Ya Allah!!" trus end up call...ko rase???aku panic x???adoiii..
makin la pedal ditekan dgn sepenuh hati...
sampai2 je trus masuk emergency...(macam hospital aku je gayanya kan)

Zaki now di bilik xray...trus lari ke bilik xray....tgk muka die berdarah2...terus airmata ni cam hujan x berhenti2....mmg aku tak kuat sbnnye...mmg lemah lutut...mmg smua jd longlai...tapi alhamdulillah...die masih knal aku...boleh tgk bini die nangis comot2...boleh genggam tgn ni dah cukup bersyukur...

Ni masa lepas dijahit....kepala..

mmg la memula tak kuat...but i have to be strong...call kilang husband...call smua...and i feel better to look him getting better to...
I take a week leave to take care of him....no matter how hard...i will be with him...forever after...

The next day...4am...

I promise you dear...to be with u forever....

sy pecaya...ada hikmah besar disebalik semua ni....



Love,
Me...

2016...its...started

Alhamdulillah....

Hai korang...memang series lame sangat tak update blog...ni td siap dok ikir...ape la password blog aku ni....tapi Alhamdulillah...mmg dah auto saved kot password die...hahaha...

dah masuk tahun 2016 rupanya....series beb...sejak dok unit pengurusan pelajar...dan aku memang sangat gile pangkat agaknye...pelbagai jawatan telah disandang dengan jayanya (macamana bleh aku menerima dengan hati jiwa raga terbuka pn aku xtau)....so rehat pon aku xsmpt nak makan...apetah lagi hupdate blog...ohhh...impossible ye yang tu...hahhaa...

Best dok UPL ni...keje jmpa budak, kerenah budak, customer org luar, parents...and sbnne aku realize...aku suke kerja itu...aku suke bahagian aku sekarang...dan aku mmg enjoy la keje...balik kul 6/7ptg pon aku still relax lagi...cam nothing happen....

Mungkin kerana kegigihan aku tu...Bos2 ADTEC telah mengiktiraf hasil kerja aku dengan memberi satu anugerah untuk aku...Anugerah perkhidmatan cemerlang...Alhamdulillah....

Mungkin aku ni bukan la cemerlang sangat...cume...aku mmg jenis bersungguh wat keje ni...kalo keje x settle aku xpuashati...hihi...tu la aku kot...

so...untuk diri aku sendiri....tahniah tau....kipidap...dongibap..haha

To Mr. Husband...Thanks so much...slalu jadi pengkritik mama, pendengar,penasihat,tukang gelak,tukang bagi bahu(kalo sedih)...and much more that u have done...yang slalu faham how i works...kepenatan saya...kepuasan saya....and everything....

To emir....thanks sbb teman mama kat opis....kdg2 die tanya..."ma,kite mmg tdo sini ke???" Oh my god....nampak x????die dah boring teman mama kat opis...kul 630 pon masih gigih bekerja...sorry dear...ur mom ni gilos sikit...hihi

To my mom...Thank to give birth on me....layan borak pas balik keje...teman masak lepak kat dapur setiap hari....

Pretty simple life =)

Pretty simple life =)

Hai...lama tak menaip...tak menulis...tak berkongsi ape2 disini...

And harini ...alhamdulillah separuh hari dah puasa (GANTI) hahahaha...then nampaknya lunch hour dah bertukar kepada typing hour...yes!!!

Actually...im pretty busy with so so so much much thing...menyebabkan blog ini terbiar...sian sian sian

I am an ordinary person...not an extra ordinary...

Career woman...yang sentiasa otak dok ligat nak buat itu, nak buat ini...nak try itu...nak try ini...

WHY???? hey...life is short...why not kite do the best to our self, family...friend and people surrounding....mungkin ianya hanya sekadar buat org lain tersenyum...dah memadai instead of org menangis kan???

Semenjak saya berpindah di Unit yang baru...saya lebih termotivasi....here, there..everywhere saya nampak chances untuk memajukan diri...do something yang boleh membawa benefit kepada org lain...find out the best way to improve diri dan memberi impak positif kepada orang2 lain...

Syukur sangat dan saya sangat enjoy with that....seriously...

Sekarang balik pukul 6ptg pun not a big deal for me...kalo dulu pukul 5ptg dah queue up nak balik depan punch card...See???nampak x I enjoy my job now....

Thank you everyone....include my beloved husband, son and mum yang selalu bagi semangat2 positif...

Ada sekali I feel so down with ONE SILLY thing...and my husband was really the best husband ever...he make me happy then and I feel so fresh...Thank You dear for that...Love u much =)

And also saya juga merupakan fulltime housewife dihari cuti...(weekend and public holiday)

everything saya buat...include memandikan si mika (kucing emir)...hahaha..

ts interesting tau...kadang tu...nak duduk pun tak sempat...

Tapi macam saya kata...saya enjoy dan happy do all this...

dan saya takkan epaskan peluang2 yang ada....lebih2 lagi untuk spend time with my lovely husband and budak gudut sorang tu...

LOVE

Mama Emir....

Happy 4th Brthday EMIR UKASYAH!!!!

Happy 4th Brthday EMIR UKASYAH!!!!

happy birthday to my smart and sweet little one.....Thank you Allah for giving me this precious gift....

Emir was growing up too fast...mama missed your baby time...

But I'm really glad to have my little chubby one...which always be my side in any condition =)

Sepanjang 4 tahun ni...boleh dikatakan pembesaran emir sangat mengujakan kami suami isteri...dengan manjanya dan somehow he react as an adult...

Pernah satu ketika emir mengamuk2 during balik school...that time saya faham die nak attention...yela...mama drive and focus je tgk depan....meanwhile die lak sibuk nak cerita2...mama layan gak cume tak dapatla nak tengok fokus kat die....Then die mengamuk...

so mama pun geram gak...mama pun marah...tapi pastu mama sedih sndiri...'

Tetibe die pujuk "shhh dahla ma, jangan nangis...malu orang tengok.emir sory okey..."sambil tepuk2 bahu mama

okey..nak gelak atau sambung nanges pon x tau....hahahahahaha

nak marah pun memang tak jadi bile tengok die tu...aduhai anak...

Love u my baby booo much2 more

Hello...hello...anybody here??????I'm Back!!!!

Hello...hello...anybody here??????I'm Back!!!!

Hai uolls...

seriously blog ni dianaktirikan olehku...sian die...sory2...actually baaaaanyak sangat perubahan..baaaanyak sangat benda jadi yang menyebabkan blog ni dilupakan seketika...

sorry so much blog....here i'm back....

Sejak permulaan tahun 2015....for my career...yes..new environment.....pindah department yang boleh dikatakan.....oh....enjoy with it....but it hard to try ....ha....mendalam maksudnye...hehehehe..

anyway saye still mengajar...2 subject yang memang requested by me...innovasi still pegang...PTA juga...yes...i love it much...

memang sibuk kemain..tapi saya sangat hepi.....

Eh...lupe.....emir dah schoolllll..kat tadika al-hidayah edu care and he enjoyed it much....

die hepi sangat...Alhamdulillah epanjang almost sebulan ni...die ah pandai tulis A-E....surah 3 Qul pun dah Alhamdulillh hafal

Emir such a tlkative boy kan...like mama...so sangat la mudah nak berkawan...dan kejenye asyik borak...OH my boy....hahahahaha

We have a new family members...its name is MIKA...

Mika ni la kawan emir...mulut die bising cam emir gak...manje....notty...tak reti dok diam...

Mika ni kucing ye kawan-kawan...hahahahaha...

alamak....dah nak dekat 5.30pm...dah nak balik...sambung esok entry baru ek....hehehehheeh

Entry Flashback...

Entry Flashback...

Hai uolls...harini kite berentry flashback yek...sebab dah makan tahun dah blog ni xberupdate...siap bersawang bagai ni...OMG...syian blog I....

Sorry ek..atas kekangan kerja, masa, da waktu menyebabkan blog ni terabai...

so dengan itu saya nak isytiharkan harini saya nak flashback semua story morry...hopefully masih ingat la...muahahahaha

Tak silap last entry adalah about merdeka....mak aih...dasat sangat kan???dah almost 3 bulan kot...

patot bersawang2 blog ni...huhuhu..

Okey...start dengan bulan SEPTEMBER

SEPTEMBER...

2 sept 2014

My bumblebee punye tayar pecah...omg...what happen to you baby???yang x menahan tu boleh tak sedar bawak dari umah sampai ayer baloi..

siap msg husband

me:"abg, sy rase kene buat allignment semula la kete ni...."

husband reply:"knape???"

me:"stering asyik nak kekanan jek"

husband reply:"bocor kot"

me:"eh yeke???"

husband reply:"cube berenti check jap"

aku pun berhenti...omg...tayar flat....

me:"sayang....erk...betol la...bocor"

husband reply:" ok awak kat mane??"

me:"kat air baloi"

husband reply :"ok tunggu situ"

Redha giller husband aku ni...wakakakaka...sorry sayang 

5-7 sept 2014

Sukan Staff ILJTM wilayah selatan....

hehehehe...

bab sukan bagi I yek...memang xcted tahap gaban punye....

huhuhu

Okey...sbnnye untuk sukan staff kali ni saya dipertanggungjawabkan menjadi pengurus pasukan Bola jaring...dan saya juga adalah pemain bola jaring ADTEC BP....

Bile cite pasal sukan....biasanye gugurl sangat allergic dengan sukan....banyak sebab...

1. Taknak berpeluh

2. Taknak penat2

3.taknak sakit2 badan

...kirenye banyak la alasannye....

Tapi yang tu la yang paling aku suka buat...

tak kisahlah nak berpeluh...nant mandi banyak2 kali...i suke

Tak kisahlah nak penat...pastu rehat

sakit badan???pasu leh baiknye...takde la sepanjang tahun sakit badan kot...hahahahaha

so untuk sukan staff kali ni aku join 2 games...

Badminton dan netball =)

Badminton beregu ...i learn so much things untuk games ni...

keserasian is the most important thing...one more adalah kepercayaan dan kawalan diri...

my mistake...sorry guys...no medal for it..

Netball...hmm memula tgk macam takde harapan....even saya pengurus pun, saya hanya letak tempat ke4 paling tinggi pun untuk my team...

bukan sy meragui kehebatan team sendiri...tapi semua org baru dan baru je belajar main netball....ada yang sblm ni tak tau rules pun....Tapi saya cube tiupkan semangat kawan2 saya...anggapkan je its nothing....

1st game menang....eh ???alhamdulillah....

2nd game...menang lagi....alhamdulillah

gap tu aku main badminton, then berlari trus ke padang....tengok2 permainan baru nak mula...lawan mersing...so aku pun berlari sakan...
terus masuk padang...hmmm menang lagi...alhamdulillah...
so pagi esoknya penentuan semi final.....

sok paginye terus bersiap sedia untuk semi final...melawan ILP ledang...
Alhamdulillah sekian kalinya menang...
so penentu final adalah dengan Pasir Gudang...

nampaknya nasib tak menyebelahi kami...Pasir Gudang menjulang juara...
Kami sangat bersyukur kerana kami sampai keperingkat ni walaupun amatur =)