UnPredictabLe Life...

UnPredictabLe Life...

Saya merupakan seorang anak kepada ibu saya yang sangat saya sayang...Isteri kepada suami yang sangat saya cintai, ibu kepada anak yang sangat saya kasihi, adik kepada 3 orang abg yang sangat saya hormati...

Saya dibesarkan dengan penuh kasih sayang and independent...Saya dibesarkan tanpa kasih sayang ayah...

My father was passed away 27 years ago...
Saya membesar sendirian...jarak umur abg2 saya dan saya juga agak jauh...jarak umur saya dan abg saya adalah 7 tahun...dan saya sering menjadi adik yang bersendirian dirumah.
Almost semua rumah di kampung tu pnah menjadi rumah persinggahan saya after balik sekolah (except my husband's house)


Tapi saya tak pnh lunch kat rumah org...(mak kate jangan lunch rumah org dan jangan susahkan org). Jadi walau lapar mane pon saya...saya akan tahan selagi mampu supaya tidak makan dirumah orang...
Saya sangat independent dari kecil...Setiap pagi saya kesekolah menumpang bas kilang Wearnes...dan saya akan sampai kesekolah setiap hari seawal jam 6.40pagi. Walau hujan ribut saya akan kesekolah dan setiap kali hujan jugalah saya akan menangis kesedihan melihat kawan2 dihantar oleh ibu dan ayah mereka kesekolah...saya melihat dari bangunan sekolah sebab seawal pagi saya dah membuka pagar sekolah...

Ibu saya bekerja di Kilang Nenas...beliau ada masa yang limited untuk menghantar saya kesekolah...saya memahaminya...beliau bukanlah manager atau supervisor...beliau hanyalah seorang operator pengeluaran bergaji borong yang hanya mendapat RM200 ++ gaji bulanan setiap bulan.
Beliau berusaha mengagihkan gaji beliau untuk membesarkan 4 orang anak yang ketika itu masih belajar. Walaupun kami dikategorikan sebagai orang yang kurang berada...kami tetap bahagia dan gembira sebagai sebuah keluarga...
Abang saya ketika itu masih belajar di Pusat Latihan Perubatan seremban (abg saya pertama), University Of Colombia United States(Abg saya kedua) dan Sek. Men. Sains Muar.(Abg saya ke3).. dan saya masih bersekolah rendah ketika itu...
Alhamdulillah...walaupun kami hidup dalam serba kekurangan...kami telah diberi didikan yang sempurna oleh ibu kami. 
'MY MOM IS THE MOST STRONGER WOMAN AND WONDER WOMAN IN D WORLD...'

dia sangat kuat dan tabah menjalani kehidupan sebagai seorang ibu tunggal...dalam mendidik anak2nya dan mengharungi susah payah kehidupan...saya sangat respect ibu saya....

As I am a daughter...I know my mom's well ...Saya tau die sedih, die bergolok bergadai demi anak2...She loves us so much.
Hubungan kami adik beradik adalah sangat rapat...we enjoy our lives...Hari raya yang serba kekurangan pun sangat interesting bagi kami...Semua kami buat bersama, Kami bahagia dengan kehidupan kami...Saya sangat sayang keluarga saya....Kami hanya ada motor...dengan motor itulah ibu hantar dan ambil saya dari sekolah (kalo bas xde)...dengan motor tu jugalah sebagai pengangkutan kami kemana2...what a wonderful life....


15 Tahun berlalu...semua telah berubah...

This is a wonderful woman: mum & harith

Kami semua telah berkeluarga dan bekerjaya...abg saya yang sulong telah menjadi penyelia pembantu perubatan di Hospital Pontian. Isterinya pula sebagai Jururawat Staff di Hospital yang sama. Beliau mempunyai 4 orang anak. 3 perempuan dan seorang lelaki...

My Eldest Bro Family : Ajan, Kak G & Emir

Abang saya kedua tidak kurang hebatnya...beliau telah menjadi specialist engineer di PETRONAS dan mempunyai isteri dan 3 orang anak. 2 Lelaki dan seorang perempuan. Beliau telah membeli sebuah rumah untuk ibu saya (rumah yang saya duduki sekarang). Alhamdulillah rezeki beliau mmg melimpah ruah...

My 2nd Bro Family: Aca, Kak Nim & Yaya

Abg saya ketiga juga sangat berjaya. Baru sahaja menerima segulung PHD...
Beliau merupakan pensyarah di UTHM dan mempunyai seorang isteri yang bekerja sebagai guru dan 2 org anak lelaki yang cute miut

My3rd Bro Family: Ami, kak Yanti, Akmal & Aqil

Saya???Alhamdulillah...telah berkahwin. Bekerja di ADTEC batu pahat sebagai pensyarah . Mempunyai seorang suami yang sangat penyayang, bekerja sebagai Jurutera di Flextronics...dan mempunyai seorang anak lelaki yang somel .

My Family : Zaki, ayu & Emir

Boy's in d family : Amirul, Ilham, Harith, Emir (akmal & Aqil not in pic)

Gurls in d Family : Hazerina, Yaya, Isha & Liya

Best Woman In d family 

Allah dah tuliskan perjalanan hidup kite...sebenanya ianya sangatlah unpredictable...Tapi Alhamdulillah...Allah dah berikan yang terbaik untuk keluarga saya dan saya sangat bersyukur diatas nikmatmu Ya Allah...

Having a Quarter Year Holiday

Having a Quarter Year Holiday

Sape la yang tak suke berjalan2 kan...pelik la tu bile ade org yang declare 'oh...I hate enjoy and having holiday with family'...harusla sangat pelik....

Me??op cos la suke...cume IF I have a choice...I want to have an enjoy holiday with only 3 of us..me...my hubby & my derie sonny...

But since we are having a holiday with family...so xpela...still enjoy the momment... We yang dimaksudkan adalah...family abg Im, family abg Eman, adik naha and our family...so 3 family total...jumlah nye adalah 13 person...We are going to Sunway Lagoon...wet places to have fun...we really hope that the weather is GOOD and we can enjoy ourselves there...

Seawal pagi kami dah bergerak ke sunway lagoon...dengan harapan takla beratur panjang sangat...oh no...rupanya still panjang...hahahahahaha

Kami terus ke kaunter and buying a ticket...semua org dapat tag...no no...like a watch...but very soft to wear it...

except my dear emir...die adelah bermuka masam sebaik saje sampai...WHY??? oh sebab panas... (he need aircond) no no no dear..blejar sket berpanas...we are in Malaysia...not  KUTUB SELATAN ok...

kami amek package amusement park, wild park and wet park..need xtra...u have to pay more...so we take a minimum package only...tu pon harga die ....hmmm

mahal kan???hmm agak la ...so kami amek yang 3Park tu je...tu la ratenye...so kami berdua punye rege cume RM120 je...Emir not need to pay for entrance...(blum cukup umur)

sesampai je muke emir dah masam..(sebabnye die br bangun tdo =)

Lek ar bro...masam mencuka

Semasa menunggu pembelian ticket tu kami sempat la nak berposing...sket2 jek...hehehe...banyak sebenanye gambo...tapi ade dalam camera...next time la baru upload...lupe nak bawak tadi =)

mak usu, izham,emir,mama,kak cik & abg jik

Kami sekeluarga

Emir boring gak tu

Firstly kami pg ke amusement park...kire dry park la situ...Ok gak la...x basah...hahahhaa...saye main 3 permainan je...banyak yang x bukak...lagipun saya main ng emir yang tomei...x sanggup nak tinggal budak bucuk tu lame2

Saye main  Cowboy swagger , Flume Ride ng ade la satu benda x adventure langsung

Then kami lak pg ke water park.....kat situ main air je pon...ng emir....(gambo next time i upload ok...)

Emir & bear2 & Mama

Ni suke sangat main air

Ni ape ek namenye...saye x main...jg emir gut2

Family best

Eiii awak x pakai baju

Sayang anak mama ni

Mama alone ni ayah...

Naik escalator

Naik kuda tapi muka masam...ayah je happy

kuda lagi sambil emir masam

Nila sunway wildlife

Ticketing counter...pose sket

Kami bertiga dekat ng bird

Clown with emir

Last skali g wildlife park...cam x best sangat...busuk ok...pastu nak balik tu naik la tomahawk tu...mmg adventures...nak pengsan...hahhahaha

so layan gambo la ea....

Ape agaknya yang dibualkan mereka ni ek?

kami bertiga best =)

P/S :* Thank You dearhubby and emir...mama love u so much...To abg im, kak jun, haziq, kinah, kak cik, hanifah,abg eman, kak nana and izham...thanks for make this momment happy....love u all

Exam Lagi???

Exam Lagi????

Ye...ye...saye exam lagi...boring ok exam jek...kali ni kalo x lulus mmg saya naik JPA...Penat tau I menulis...serius...sama cam skema....

So please la those yang menanda paper...bacela dan tandala dgn betul...dont pick randomly ea...

Penat mokcik tau...sib baik pas exam nak g bergumbira...sedap sket hati I...

wkakakaka

Ni la slip exam ku

BerSukan MenamBah Kesabaran

Bersukan MeNambah Kesabaran

Hai...Hmm lame rasenye x update ape2 entry kat belog ini...hmmm quite busy lately dgn few things yang WAJIB diharungi...cheewah...(ayat begitu poyo nampaknya)

First nak cite pasal sukan...sukan yang agak penat dan memessykan otak dan hampir menensionkan...

ermmm...i force myself to attend the sport carnival (disebabkan minat begitu mendalam terhadap sukan) dan saya juga hanya redha masuk satu je sukan memandangkan takmo stay lame2 di MERSING (sukan berlangsung di ILP MERSING) kerana saya pegi bersama encik emak dan encik emir saje...Encik suami kene kije and saye pon tak la memaksa beliau mengikutinye (kalo beliau pegi...kompom stress like me)

Ahad 5.30petang saye mule bergerak ke mersing melalui kota tinggi dan mengambil masa about 2Hour ++ (hujan). Luckily my Emir sleep along the way...

Saya sampai lbh kurang pukul 7.30pm dan trus check in kat embassy hotel (ekcelli hotel ni not recommended for those yang mementingkan keselesaan...for those yang terdesak like me...highly recommended...hahahaha)

So the next morning we going to the ILP Mersing seawal jam 6.30am...Emir and my mum saya tumpangkan di kuarters kawan saya sementara saya bersukan...

Sampai je di tapak sukan after breakfast... I see my name put in reserve player list...i'm quite dissappointed actually because I knew I will play at least one game because of I am only reserve player not main player...I keep thinking about bertapa tabahnya saya driving alone untuk bertanding dalam pertandingan tu but then saya terpaksa menunggu je (JIKA DIPERLUKAN) so how your feel...??? baik g koje kan..???dapat aircond, tak sunburn...itulah yang bermain didalam benak hati (pergh ayat...cam novellis)

We actually have a coach (not handbag coach ok) ...opps... imported coach okes...Institut lain pon takde coach tau...we all je ade...(muka bangga tak???) tapi because of her la kami bertiga takbleh main...sape kami bertiga tu??? oh tu kawan2 saya yang tak kurang hebat bermain netball sebenarnya...tapi since adenye coach tu...kami diletakkan dibawah reserve player list....xpe2 its ok...1st game she won't let me play...but for the 2nd game she give me chances to play for the match but bersyarat okey (jangan nak lari2 sangat, jangan buat masalah, jangan langgar orang..bla bla bla) adoiii hangin gua...apekenela makcik ni...kalo x bagi main cakap...gua pon malas la...nak balik jek rase...tapi member merayu2 soh main...saya pg juga...untuk ADTEC...

Sampai la separuh akhir...lawan ng HQ..makcik tu merayu soh saya main...saya ingat nak blah je...dah petang...nak sampai umah kol bape...???tapi disebabkan kesian mainla gak...takpela kan...kesian ADTEC ok...then berjaya akhirnya...ADTEC BP dapat masuk final..Alhamdulillah...(saya pun balik dengan hati yang lega...at least tanggungjawab saya terlaksana sebagai RESERVE PLAYER...so the next day bagi la MAIN PLAYER main pulak )

Hati sakit bercampur puashati...sekurang2nya banyak jasa saya...hope next year i'll be more matured untuk menangani makluk itu(cheh cam alien) hahahaha

P/S:* TAHNIAH kepada netballers ADTECBP dapat Naib Juara =)

Sukan Bersukan...pensukan!!!

Bersukan-sukan sukan

Saya adalah seorang yang suka bersukan!!!yeay...finally dapat gak bersukan setelah beberapa tahun memendam perasaan sukanku itu....

Last main sukan mase kat MTE dolu (selain futsal)...tu pon sbb ade pertandingan badminton...First place okesss (shhh...don't tell anyone)...final tu lawan cik polis...oh ganas betul beliau...sakit tgn i tau...but u have to accept...saya menang!!! 

hmm sbnnye saya taklah kuat mane...kejap je pancit pon...main futsal pun muntah hijau...wakaka...tapi dek semangat yang kuat tu menyebabkan saya begitu komited keatas sukan ini...

Last time mase matrikulasi...main netball...kat matrik penang...that time kulit muka menggelupas...then saya low blood...almost a week gak warded...then doc soh stopkan sukan kejap...masuk U masuk gak sukan sonyap2...(mak x tau...kalo tau habisla) Then training jek demam teruk...pastu stop...

Bile kije I try to adapt dengan keadaan penat...finally saya boleh bersukan...

Now...I am netball player for ADTEC batu pahat....hepi gile sebabnye saya dapat bersukan kembali...dan setelah kelahiran bodak somel,saya semakin kuat dan bertenaga untuk bersukan...Horayyyyyyyy

doakan saya berjaya menjadi juara..OK..

My little Bunch..bunch...

My little Bunch..bunch...

My little bunch2 was already one year's old ++...he's known as toddler not baby anymore...wah...Many children take their first steps sometime between 9 and 12 months and are walking well by the time they're 14 or 15 months old. But my little bunch..bunch take his first step on early  11th month... I am the one who is really excited when he take his first step..

He also can babble in any sound like short sentences...by right, he also understand and respond to me well...I am always ask him to take my scarf or remote control and give back to me...He can respond and take the stuff and give it to me...

What a wonderfull experience is..hehe...I am happy to be your mom cayang...hehehe..mmmuah
See this photo kay...

Tido yang besh

Lari dari ayah....hehehe

Penerbangan ke bulan

shopping time!!!

Bye2...sambil mengipas2 tangannya

Vrooooooooommmmmmmm

 

 

Student...student & student

Student...student & student

Hmm lama gak tak update entry kan???hehehe...sorry...quite busy on doing some sub compulsary job...contohnye..CLO/PLO/SOKLAN FINAL then busy ng ISO...oh kebnayakkannya ada OOO dibelakang...oh sangat pening...

Anyway...even hari2 yang dilalui sangat la busy dengan kije2 sub -JOB but still masuk kelas and mengajar as usual..(oh i love teaching so much ok)...

As a student... mmg la sangat tak suke rules...dan sangat suke melanggar rules...

same goes too my student...harusla suke yang amat datang lambat and lari during my class...oh..now u know me...I'm just use my power of phsycological to handle them well...hahaha...

masuk kelas lambat ye??? oh saya tidak kisah ...xpe pun...lambat la lagi...i like...I lock the door...then after half an hour ade lak org knock2 the door...Then komunikasi pun berlaku

me             :'yes???can i help u?'

Student1    :  'puan...boleh sy masuk?'

me             : awak kelas mane ye??nak jumpe sape?

student2     : saya kelas ni la puan...

me             : Yeke???eh xla kot...kelas sy start kul 10...skrg dh 1035...

student3     : maaf puan terlambat

me             : eh lambat ke???xla kot...saya tercepat kot 

student4     : xla puan, kami yang lambat

me             : oh yeke...hmmm kalo kerja datang lambat kene buang kerja....kalo kelas camne?

student5     : x lmbt sangat pun puan

me             : oh betul tu...xlambat sangat...

student3     : bagila kami masuk puan

me             : hmm camne ek...cam x bolehlah...saya terima student yang datang awal...kalo keje kene 

                   warning letter kalo lambat kalo kelas datang lambat potong markah kuiz yang lepas pun ok  

                   kan???potong 10markah..setuju x??? kalo 60 markah tolak 10 ada lagi 50...masih lulus paras 

                   hidung...

Student2   : xnak la puan...lainla...

me            :ok2...hiburkan hati saya boleh???

student4    : Macamamne????

hehehe...camni le....jom tgk video ni...bolehlah terhibur dgn karenah korang ni =)

P/S* : Emir, jangan notty cam bebudak ni tau..sayang emir...ayah juga..

Jalan2 dengan beday Boy

Jalan2 dengan Besday Boy

A day after the birthday celebration untuk budak tecik tu...kami pon bring hinjenjalan dengan sangatlah heavennye...Emir of course la suke yang amat..(hobi beliau adalah berjalan2 okeh)...

So kami pon bawa le budak tecit tu pg Angsana (oh tujuan sbnar adalah mama mau mencari baju di Nagoya textiles...tapi rupnaya di Angsana adalah Kamdar so...x jadi)

Agak membosankan juga di ANgsana memandangkan apa yang dicari takde...Emir juga kelihatan kurang selesa memandangkan aircond di ANgsana kurang sejuk...so kami decide to go to JUSCO bukit indah (oh itulah tempat kegemaran Emir)...

Suke tau Emir Pose camtu

Sampai  je kat JUSCO, he smile...hmm agak dah...then kami mmg xmo turunkan stroller dengan niat untuk pegi kejap je...nak lunching and buy some stuff kat watson...so ayah le yang berketrampilan untuk mendukung Emir...hehehe...

Tapi masuk je dalam JUSCO die sibuk nak stroller...so sib baik la JUSCO ade sediakan Stroller for babies (free okes)...We just register and leave IC/License sbg cagaran la...(lupe nak bgtau...stroller JUSCO tu berjenama COMBI okes) nampak cam keras and x comfort tapi sbnnye sangatlah comfort for Emir....Die sangat la enjoy naik stroller tersebut. Ayah lah yang tolak sbb mama kalo tolak agak kurang kuat...hahaha...wheel die tu magnetic...so quite heavy..(cheh alasan xleh blah...hahaha)

Kami pg Daiso je...Daiso adalah barang2 dari Japan and sangatla murah sbb semua barang adalah 5 hengget...dan barang tersebut agak berkualiti berbanding barang2 sedia ada...(contoh bottle brushes) kalo beli kat babies shop brush die sangatlah lembut dan boleh terburai2...price :RM8.90 paling murah...tapi kat Daiso RM5 but quality bagus...hmmm contohla...tapi ade je tak bagusnye...biasalah tu pro and cons kalo bli brg kat kedai kan...

Emir punyela syiok naik stroller sampai susu pun nak pegang sendiri...selalu punye la malas mintak tlg mama jek pegang untuk die...huhu...naughty la awak ni

Ni la beday present dr Pak Yang

Hadiah harijadi Emir yang ayah belikan adalah sword...hahaha...tapi bukan betul pon...and he keep hold the sword sepanjang berjalan2 tu...suke sangat la kot...murah je RM5...yang sbnnye kami nak blikan kete yang bleh die naik tu...tapi blom bli lagi...cadang nak beli esok (harini) tapi Pak Yang dah hadiahkan...Thank U Pak yang =)

* P/s : For hubby : thank u so much to make us happy

           For Emir : Love U son...mama kije tau harini...hehehe...next beday kite celebrate lagi okey

Happy BirthDay Emir Ukasyah !!!

Happy BirthDay Emir Ukasyah !!!

25 February 2012 yang lepas (weekend)...Kami celebrate beday budak somel ni...Really happening and enjoyable...A day before pun kami dah celebrate beday budak tecik tu kat Taman...between family and few neigbours...tapi celebration kat family sebelah hubby quite bigger la...we  invite few relatives, closed friends and hubby nye Futsal team...

Special cake for emir

Pagi tu hubby kije...untill noon..so I bought the cake and barang2 untuk birthday party tu with mak nana...hmm disebabkan nak invite few peoples so saya pun decided to buy 2 cakes...so bley buat bertingkat...sbnnye nak bli satu je...angry bird cakes...tapi cume ada 1/2kg je...so cam x cukup saya buy one more strawberry cake...

Saya masak soto ayam+few additional food (nuggets, frankfurter ayam & fries) Simple dimple jerk memandangkan event tu berlangsung after maghrib (means takley makan heavy food la kan) hehehe...hmm menurut incik hubby...sedap soto tersebut..erk yeke???I x sempat rase okeh...tapi kak nana suggested me to use Rempah'mak siti' sebab tu sedap kot =) hehehehe...

Emir With sofea

After settle down everything...my first guest pun sampai...of cos la my 'BFF'(bestfriend forever) with her hubby and her daughter (Sofea birthday will be on the 7th march i thought) so we can celebrate together...Sofea is so cute...with hairpin and look so gurlish (during sleep) hehehe...Tp setelah awake dari tdo...die semakin active (autie punya mangkuk pun awak capai dengan pantas...hehe...lawak la sofea ni)

Then after while semua guests pun datang...Emir so xcited to blow the candle and potong cake...finally die menangis sbb x bagi lepas pisau potong cake tu...Ayah try tukar pisau lain pun die xmo...( "it's my birthday ok....dont bother me..." tu kot kata hati die...)

Mama on behalf Emir =)

Then after settle everything adalah masa untuk makan.....so enjoy your meals...=)

comotnye awak...

Emir Ukasyah sayang...Mama and ayah loves u so much...

Jadilah anak yang soleh dan sentiasa taat perintah Allah, & Rasul ye...

Jadilah anak yang baik, bijak dan rajin berusaha...

Sentiasa bersabar dalam mengharungi hidup...

Berpeganglah pada agama dan sentiasa hormat pada orang tua...

Mama dan ayah selalu doakan yang terbaik untuk EMir...

Happy 1st birthday sayang =)

Emir Yang Lawak =)

Emir Cute Boy

My little sonny was growing up and being such a good boy..He is fast learner baby and in the age approximate to 1 year he now can understand what people say /instruction clearly...He also really understand me more...He know how to calming me during I'm in sad mode, persuade me during I'm crying and hug and kiss me in sudden...hehehe

Last night we are having a competition...Then I said to him ' Emir, we try to compete okay...who sleep first, he must be a brilliant person' then I try to closed my eyes and pretend to sleep...He knock my head with the BEEBUG(his toy) then I said 'hmm...adik knock my head...oh..ok2...mama won't win the competition...we try again ok...who sleep first, he must be a brilliant person'...He then closed his eyes with bright smile...then I waiting until he wake up and bother me again....But then I see he was sleep tightly....with smile...hahaha Then I continue sleep....brilliant boy...

Emir always make me keep smiling all the day... I love him so much...same goes to ayah...Even sometimes we facing some problems, he or me were trying to make it simple and clear...We love each other so much...We love our super duper emir so much tooo

Cloudy Heart....

Am I Mistake????

Am I mistake???...am I wrong???I try to be good...to be better...to be more understanding...But I do make mistake again...I keep doing the same mistake...I keep make u hurt again...(but mine too...still feel the pain...and feel it till now..)...

Let me keep in my heart...forever...Its pain outside and inside...I'll keep it and make it dissappear...

Nenek's Birthday...

Hepi beday nenek...

Nenek's birthday is on 10 February 2012 but we celebrate it on the next day...We bought a Yong Tau Fuu while mak Long bought a delicious cake....

I am so supprised when Emir keep smile and clapped his hand during we sing the happy birthday song. He is so excited when Lia & Nenek blow the candle light...And he also love to eat the delicious cake...As this is the first timer he saw this kind of event, he is very happy to celebrate it...


See Emir is do xcited



Im still remember one year ago, during Emir still in my womb...He keep kicking me during we celebrate nenek's birthday...2 weeks after nenek birthday...He deliver...hehehe



Nenek was so happy for the celebration...I love u mum...u are the best mom in d world...trust me...

Hati Seorang Wanita

Hati Seorang Saya

Lame dah tak meluahkan perasaan...tapi sbnnye bukan niat untuk meluahkan apa2 perasaan pon...cume bila kite dapat rungkaikan apa yang terbuku kat hati tu kan rase lega dan alhamdulillah its getting better and better

Bukan senang untuk menjadi isteri solehah...Bukan senang untuk menjadi mama mithali...Bukan sennag untuk menjadi anak yang baik dan bukan senang untuk menjadi kawan yang setia...Tapi hakikatnya lumrah hidup kita kena menjadi terbaik untuk semua orang...dan berkorban untuk memastikan segalanya berjalan dengan baik...

Alhamdulillah...kehidupan bertambah baik, sebenanya semakin kita menginjak dewasa, semakin matang fikiran, semakin bijak kita membuat pertimbangan...Cuma langit tak selalunya cerah...ada masanya mendung, ada masanya cerah, ada masanya hujan...cume kite yang perlu kawal agak mendung tak berarak kelabu, hujan tak menjadi taufan...

It's like I am...hmm jika hati saya terusik, jika hati saya terguris, saya hanya perlukan beberapa minit untuk kembali normal. Kenapa tidak seperti dulu???mengamuk?marah?...The answer is...I am matured already... I dont want to waste and take a long day untuk melayan perasaan amarah yang tak menguntungkan...saya cuba memujuk hati saya untuk kembali ceria spt sedia kala...

Tapi tlglah fahami saya, fahami rutin saya, fahami pengorbanan saya...saya hanya minta difahami...Andai x dapat membantu...cukuplah dengan kata2 semngat dan dorongan...

Kalo nampak saya letih, penat dan tak bermaya, tolonglah hiburkan saya...saya akan terhibur walau dalam keadaan ape sekalipun...

Kalo nampak saya bersedih...tolonglah beri saya ruang...untuk saya tenangkan hati saya...

Saya cube untuk menjadi sempurna dimata semua orang...tapi saya adalah manusia biasa...ada kalanya saya lalai dan kurang peka...Maafkan saya

*P/s : Kepada org2 yang saya sayangi...saya sanggup berkorban apa saja untuk kebahagian kamu semua...Maafkan saya jika ada kekurangan diri saya dimata kamu semua....

Emir situ Sana Sini

Emir can walk Now!!!

I am really excited last 2 weeks when Emir stand up and walk by his ownself. He smile and walk like adult...stay at one site and take some stuff and continue walk...He really make me feel impressed (kekuasaan ALLAH) Masya ALLAH.

He is really funny and make me enjoy...He loves to hug me and kiss me. 

I love u dear...love u more and more

Last Monday..after awake in early morning he keep crying untill noon. He got a fever..But he is rarely crying like that even he got a heavy flu. I am really worry about him...Late nite red dot was appear at his skin..I am double worry. My hubby and me bring him to see Pak Long Emir to diagnose the red dot skin...He said...Ohhh 'demam campak' Thats normal to infant....But as per Pak Long Said, Baby will be suffer untill it recover because the viral attack throats & joint . 

Alhamdulillah...he is getting better now and keep walking all the day...hahahaha...Love u sayang...

Err mama sayang ayah as well Ok...Love u so much both my heroes

Many2 Story Mory

 Long time no see...hahaha... 

Lately, quite busy to handling classes, sub job, and some more housewife's job, mom's job and daughter's job as well...and I am really enjoy to be me...

There are a lot of story mory to telling to...hehe..I'm just keeping in mind without snap a picture..Reason ??? (oh...my batery was empty while the incident happen/the event start etc etc...hehe.Is it acceptable???)

Terrible CNY

28  January 2012 : There are one sad incident happen to my brother..he was involved in an accident in front of our house...err..sound like simple and jokes but he is really suffer of it.Why???

hmm actually that day he try to teach his son for riding the motorcycle. Without any safety guard or using any helmet both of them riding the motorcycle. His son was the rider and he is the passengger.After turn the motorcylce, his son cannot control and pressed the pedal oil. The motorcycle was hit my neighbour gate and car. Both of them then was sent to the hospital via ambulance. My brothers knee got an injury...heavy injuries... He finally do the operation to repair his knee..and he have to rest from walk for few months...

Hope he will be OK soon and fully recover...

Rae & Mal  Reception Day

5 February 2012 - There was a very enjoy momment for this couple...There are a wedding celebration for them. The celebration was be held at Dewan Kempas Raya Johor. A day before we are too busy to helping them make goodies for the guests..

On the ceremony,  my husband and I was unplanned to be a wedding plan  suddenly force to...hehe

Its really enjoyable momment. We make it smooth and everybody enjoy the momment.

Harith Going To MRSMMUAR

I am too proud to Harith. He is selected to register for boarding school @MRSMMUAR (My Old School). I am the one who help him to fill up the application form, and give him some tips for sit the exam and I am the one who is very excited during the result show he is selected to be one of 'anak mara'...Why I am saying that???there is a lot of thing he can be learned there and really interesting...I am really hope he can take this opportunity to be the best student @ MRSMMUAR.. If I got a chances to return back to be a student @MRSMMUAR, I'll do my best for my future...But Alhamdulillah...I am praise to Allah for this happiness...

I take a leave in order to send him to the boarding school...But since he stay there,his mom and lil sister keep crying and miss him...If stay at home is the best way to him...He have to back home...He have to make a decision...I'll support him...